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[Sep. 9th, 2007|03:13 am] |
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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND, MANDY....SHE'S FREAKING AMAZING:) |
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[Mar. 27th, 2007|02:01 am] |
i got my first ticket today.
i've been driving way too fast and cutting way too many people off for a long time now, especially on the commute to school. today, i did 120 on the turnpike for a while and talking about how i never got a speeding ticket, as usual. I get off the highway and on the way to a gas station right by my house, a pembroke pines cop pulls me over clocking me at 60 in a 40. Anyways, i'm going to slow down now.
I went to an indy race with mandy saturday night...maybe that fanned the flame of my need for speed.
Those machines were going like 215 mph.
I have something really good now, and i'm very happy. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2007|03:18 pm] |
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it's valentines day and i have a valentine! wth is going on big lew??? |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|10:40 pm] |
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Sometimes wanting is better than having. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2007|03:42 am] |
i just turned in my english paper.
wow i'm welcoming the crappy crap lack of body temperature i'm going to wake up with in 4 hours with wide open arms. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2007|12:18 am] |
| [ | music |
| | The Warriors- Red, Black, and Blue | ] |
I'm starting to read more, i picked up freakonomics today and it's so interesting. I want to get the most out of my educaton, not just earn credits.
I began to notice everyone's defects in their noses. I can't help it. It's like now, when I observe people I notice their noses shortly after their eyes and pay more attention to them. I just want to see what kind of bulbous tips, deviations, lumps, knots, or dips they have. Some days I feel thankful to be healthy, and I look at each living person and see how beautiful they are in their own way. Some days, all I see is every defect in every person I see and am often times honestly repulsed. But on monday and on wednesday, I see hundreds of beautiful girls. Like nothing i've really seen before. I would venture to say that I never saw one girl like this in high school, but I did have art class with zeina zein. It's funny how when i've reached a certain point where appearance is secondary to character and personality, I see the most beautiful girls I have ever seen with my own eyes. |
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| Jesus Love never fails me |
[Jan. 6th, 2007|04:07 am] |
Jesus blood never fails me,
Jesus blood, Jesus blood.
i feel that after so many years of being involved with churches and christianity, i'm actually getting my head around the ridiculous fact that the grace of God is unlike any other grace, we never have to repay or match God with the anything for the grace he freely gives to us. we just have to accept it, accept that it's unlike anything here on earth. it's impossible for anything that pure to exist here, and that's why it's the grace that only God can offer us. we can't out-do God. no sin is too big for God, and he loves us with no boundaries, to no end. i'll never be able to figure God out, the intricacies of the universe, why he created us in his own image, put us here on earth, or loved me so much to come down from the heavens and tell me "it's okay, come with me, son." everything is beginning to become so clear to me, and the doors are opening up for me serve God in ways that mean so much to me. i never really felt like there was such a work happening in my heart before, and i just feel really happy and free now that i'm not constantly asking questions and trying to size Jesus up on some kind of scale or giant tape measurer. there is no measurer. there is no beginning and no end. I want to learn all i can here about my Jesus so i can begin to love him as much as he loves me. |
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| 2007 |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|01:45 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Clipse- Mr. Me Too (Feat. Pharrell Williams) | ] |
i don't know how i feel about resolutions, but i guess they are cute.
so..i resolve to not push people away.
my only resolution, but it's more than enough to work on.
2007- the year of the luis poletti ahahahaha
holla atcha boy.
lets see what i'm looking for in the near future...
-Jesus time
-grades
-that sweet mazdaspeed3
-relationship
-shows |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2006|08:46 pm] |
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god, i can't even remember the last time i was depressed. I hate when people are depressed. I feel like telling them to grow up, appreciate everything more, and just stop sulking. I guess being cooped up all week in a pretty unconfortable way can just do something to you. I really don't feel like eating or talking to anyone but i still force myself to. well, sometimes. I've got 4 days behind me and another 4 ahead of me. I should start being more productive. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|03:51 pm] |
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| | Set your goals- this very moment | ] |
i'm so glad i didn't move out for college.
I don't want to move out for years, life is so much better at home. |
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| boy crazy |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|04:39 pm] |
some girls are crazy
just listen to what i have to say about it
you've gotta watch out for the beautiful ones
they'll twist your head right off your neck
and laugh about it with their friends
that's just one night for them
they target you with their eyes
and move with their lips
and it pulls you in
she shuts you down with her voice again
and now are you listening?
this song goes out to girls
that we haven't met just yet
this song is for stupid girls
who think that every boy is all about them
these girls are crazy
just listen to what i have to say about it
you've gotta watch out for the younger ones
they'll tightly wrap you around their fingers
and brag to all their friends
it's nothing but a game to them
they target you with their eyes
and move with their lips
and it pulls you in
she shuts you down with her voice again
and now are you listening?
this song goes out to girls
that we haven't met just yet
this song is for stupid girls
who think that every boy is all about them
you think you're on top of the world
when all the eyes are on you
just wait until your heart breaks
and you'll know how i felt when i wrote...
croosh jose > life
math test tomorrow. car basically wrecked and in the shop now.
here's the illustrated story. the car was parked and some lady was supposedly dodging an animal and crashed into the back of the car sending it into the palm tree. yea wiiiiiiiiight
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[Nov. 9th, 2006|10:11 pm] |
i'll always end phone conversations with an 'i love you'.
i'll never let you live it down on the sherridan plaza bench, or your little drops of saline.
i love you luis, i do, i'll be seeing you. |
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| LOLLERSK8 |
[Nov. 7th, 2006|11:20 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | FIU | ] |
| [ | music |
| | POS- the kill in me | ] |
OKAY NOW GUYTH THERIOUTHLY
my password is lollersk8
USE IT |
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[Oct. 12th, 2006|03:41 pm] |
i like how you have to buy a new panel and a new bumper for a little booboo.
i might as well total the whole side and back. |
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| i guess not |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|02:43 am] |
HAHA I GUESS IM NOT GOING TO GROW THAT THING BACK.
i just took a shower and shaved my head again but it seems different this time around....
WHAT THE HECK IM GOING TO SHAVE THAT OFF TOMORROW LOLLLL |
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[Oct. 9th, 2006|03:50 am] |
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yeahhh i should grow my hair back |
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[Sep. 4th, 2006|10:27 pm] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
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| | above this fire- designing a requiem | ] |
This song I'm listening to, it's always been easily one of my favorite songs, I immediately turned to it.
I've been talking alot with a friend of mine, and he made me realize alot of cool stuff about myself from another person's point of view.
I used to be so lonely and was always looking for a girl when I didn't have one.
I haven't felt that way in so long. I'm glad because it drives people crazy.
Also, when I do have someone, I'll start realizing they aren't the right one for me after a very short period of time.
This, I'd say is a very good thing, but I find myself not to enjoy the confrontation that comes of that,
actually I run away from it until I find/make an easy way out.
The same thing happened with a couple friends and a boss I had .
I did realize this a while ago, but I didn't really seen a need to improve that area of my life.
It isn't right to treat people that way.
wow PS. I'm staring at the word boss and think it should probably not exist hahaha what a wierd word. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|01:52 pm] |
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I think about him every day and how I could have died that night. |
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